the most riskiest choice of all” — Helen Keller apparently, and I’m not even sure it’s Helen Keller but I don’t want to go check. I haven’t been writing, I’ve been depressed. And anxious. Since.. when was the last time I wrote a post? I guess I will check. Done checking. So that wasn’t helpful, because I’ve been struggling with my mental health for…. longer than that…. I want to be brave, but I also want to ……